Sometimes, i wish people could be more expressive. I know i may have projected the wrong impression at first. But when you don't make your intentions clear in the beginning, i cannot assume that we're doing this because we have an intention. (being intention i mean... oh you get what i mean)
However sometimes we don't get what we want in life let alone in a person. This happens because we're either not interested/not ready. Can this be helped? NO. Thus we try and forget about these intentions and move on as though everything never changed in the beginning. That being just... friends.
Truthfully i can't even begin to comprehend what i am feeling because i am confused by your intentions.
Can i pretend nothing of that sort happened and return to best bud mode? I miss those days.
I am so tired of trying harder. And i cannot wait forever for you to express how you truly feel.
Even so, i cannot accept this heart because i very well do not deserve it. I just want to forget about everything that happened and start over. These things shouldn't have happened because see where it led us to now?
So now you think your facebook friends are more deserving of your rants (about me of course) than saying it to my face? :(
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