OMG

Haven't blogged in like the longest time........

Thanks to my new job (yes I've been juggling 2 jobs), I have little or sometimes absolutely NO time for my friends. Family is definitely first so there's no question about not spending enough time with them (though my dad complains I'm mostly not around the family/my mum complains that I don't do enough house chores) so that leaves me with no time for myself at all or little time with my friends.

As you can see I've written mostly about time being not enough which is my main concern now because though I wanna keep 2 jobs, I don't know if my body can take it or the people around me can. Seems like I'm doing this for nobody's sake (maybe just for myself since I get paid well) but won't that take away the joyful side of me?

Still very (and superficially) uncertain about my position in life... Ughhhh

But I can't be grateful enough for the people around me whom I see everyday adding colours to my life and making me feel alive.

I guess this is really the time I learn to prioritize and reach to a conclusion about who are more deserving to be on my "most-important-people" list.

Love you all, but I have to get some sleep. (Posting from my blackberry. No time for the internet which really sucks) Goodnight readers :)